Whirlwind of a time

26 hours after leaving our home, we walked into our new ‘home’ for the next few weeks. My lovely aunt (Lida) hosted us for 18 days together with her family. Obviously spending time with family, is a huge part any time we go to Europe. Vacation kinda always takes a back burner, unless we have […]

Leaving on a jet plane

Anxiety and Peace Two emotions that are almost impossible to be feeling at the same time, but can also go hand in hand. Two emotions that have basically been my steady companions over the last 6 months. Each washing over me with with full force in its own timing. Usually first anxiety and then a […]

Health Care From Two Angles

Where do I even start? I have been asking myself that question for a few weeks/months now as I was thinking of how best to give an update about the many things going on at the moment. Jeff often during conversation will remind me ‘I think you need to write another blog, its like therapy […]

The ‘Incurable Cancer’ Life

Over the last few months I have had multiple conversations about my cancer. One thing that often came up during these conversation was that maybe it isn’t very clear to people I interact with, my readers and sometimes family member as well, what it really means to have an ‘incurable cancer’. If you were one […]

Here for another round

On to the medical update… Besides dealing with the recurrent depression, my biggest struggle I would have to say are related with my throat. One is a cough that just won’t go away and the other is swallowing issues. I had mentioned both to some doctors in the past, but it kind of often got […]

Celebrating My Cancerversary

What do I even say about this day? Today is mixed with almost every emotion known to man. The most overwhelming ones however, are gratitude and joy. Joy to still be alive, not just alive but thriving. Gratitude for positive results in the last month, the ability to live life to the fullest. This is […]