Never ending Rollercoaster
The last two weeks have been a Rollercoaster of emotions and planning, re-planning and throwing all the plans out the window again. As I’ve talked about before, I had extensive imaging of my whole body done at the beginning of 2021. All of those results came back very reassuring. No new growths, the ones we […]
Rainbows 🌈
As I was getting ready for our maternity photo shoot with the amazing Melissa, I went to my jewelry to pick out something to wear. I didn’t really need to think about it because this necklace from Dear Mushka was guaranteed to be the one I wanted to wear for this occasion. The reminder, the […]
To the women with longing arms
Dear friend, First let me say I’m sorry. I’ve been where you are and it absolutely sucks. It hurts. It’s draining. It’s emotionally exhausting. It’s like a slap in the face. Why her? Why not me? What did I do? Sound familiar? I know I was asking these questions almost every time another friend or […]
I am 1 in 4
Here it is. The post I hoped I never would have to write. The post I begged I never would have to write or talk about. However, I also somewhat tried to prepare myself for mentally. But didn’t even want to really think about ….but yet here we are. Still reeling from a loss so […]
God meets me in the Broken
I showed up to church today, completely broken. I was having a really hard day. Filled with anxiety, mini panic attacks, nausea and dizziness. Jeff and I had planned to go to an event happening in our neighbourhood this morning. By the time I got up and out of the shower, my brain was running […]
The ‘Incurable Cancer’ Life
Over the last few months I have had multiple conversations about my cancer. One thing that often came up during these conversation was that maybe it isn’t very clear to people I interact with, my readers and sometimes family member as well, what it really means to have an ‘incurable cancer’. If you were one […]